Tere Bina .....

tere bina kaate kate na raina

door kyun hai jab tu meri hai na

kahe jiya mera bhaaye nahi jeena

kyun chheen ke le gaye tum mera chaina

tere bina kaate kate na raina (2)

dagar dagar ab jaaon main

tujhko kahin bhi na paaoon main

ab ho nahi paata ye judaai sehna

door kyun hai jab tu meri hai na(2)

thaam le na  mere haath ko

apna le na mere saath ko

{tu mujhse hai, main tujhse hoon na}(2)

fir fizuul mein kyun is dard ko sehna

tere bina kaate kate na raina(2)

tere jitne bhi kareeb jaaoon

faasle hi bas darmiyaan paaoon

ab har manzil mujhe bepanaah kar deti hai

ab har mehfil meri roosvaah si hoti hai

{teri hansi , teri milkiyat

tera tabassum,tere naina}(2)

In sab ke bina kaate kate na raina

Aa jaa na ..Tu meri hai na(2)

tere bina kaate kate na raina

door kyun hai jab tu meri hai na

You complete me..... I LOVE YOU!!!!!

I love you..... You complete me
There r things i do .....
But all of it remains undone
With you around
Even the silence seems so fun

The nights swallow me
And the stillness of the moon haunts
You will never be with me
Thoughts like these my heart daunts

With your name engraved in my heart
No mundane thought passes by its vicinity
Yeah.....i m built like this!and i cant help it
I wil stick on to u by my loyalty
I wont argue
I wont complain
I only wish with u i sustain

I wish to live with you
I wish to die with you
In happiness and in pain
I wish to cry with you
I wish to hold u in my arms
Like the petals hold the dew
Every morn i pamper you
And make our love forever new.....
As the reason is very simple
You complete me..... I LOVE YOU!!!!!

Haar gaya hoon main!!!!!

Haar gaya hoon main.....
ab aur nahi hota
roz haqeeqat se jhoojh jhoojh ke
sabki samajh ko boojh boojh ke
Haar gaya hoon main!!!!!

aakhir kab tak yun hi chalta
main tab bhi naakhush tha.....
main aaj bhi hoon tadapta!!!!!
uski baaton pe nisaar gaya hoon main
Haan ab haar gaya hoon main!!!!!

duniya aur iske riwaaj
pehle bhi the.....
aage bhi rahenge!!!!!
Bas hm hi jo sab kuch ho ke
tumhe ab kuch na kahenge
bas aahen bharenge
lab see lenge
tumhari tasveer roz dekhenge
aur bahut shikwa bhi karenge

par tumhari nzaraon ke darmiyaan nahin rahoonga main
tumhare kaanon mein ab kabhi nahin kahoonga main
ki mere dil ko aaj bhi tera intezaar hai
ae sang-e-dil aaj bhi tujhse pyaar hai
jitna mujhse ho sakta tha
kar gaya hoon main
ab itne zillat ke baad
Haar gaya hoon main!!!!!

~~~~~Gumshuda!!!!!~~~~~

Ye ankahi si dhadkanen

Bekhauff se mere ye jazbaat

Uljhi hui ,dabi hui si haqeeqat

sehmi sehmi si ye raat

tum ho nahi mere naseeb mein

tum ho nahi mere kareeb mein

Ajeeb si ye kashmakash hai

Dil aur duniya mein kashaakash hai

main jaaoon to jaaoon kahaan

tumhe paas laaoon to laaoon kaise

sunsaan si is dagar pe

tumhaare bina raah banaaoon to banaaoon kaise

saari raahen  ek si lagti hain

anjaan aur gumshuda

khauff mein aage badh nahi paata

ki kahin ho na jaaoon tumse aur bhi juda

so usi mod ke kinaare pe kahada hoon

jahaan tum haath chhod gaye ho

Aur usi raah ko dekh raha hoon

Raqeeb ka haath thaame tum jis or gaye ho!!!!!

Ab aur nahi hota!!!!!

Ye bhaag daud…
Ye akelepan ko haraane ki koshish
jaoon kis or…..
Haasil hoti hai mujhe bas sozish

Roz tanhaaii muhjse jeet jaati hai
Wo aati hai , par nahi aati hai
Kyun use raqeeb hi munaasib lagta hai
Kyun use mera pyaar bewaajib lagta hai

Soch aur samajh , zehen aur dil
Dum tod rahe hain aahista- aahista
Shaayad jee loon main unke reham se
To saans le raha hoon aahista aashista

Ye ilzaam laga mujh pe na-samjhi ka.....
Wo kisi aur ke saath ho to kya samjhoon!
Duniya ke jaayaz aur mere naajayaz ki samjhi ka.....
Jab wo mere hain to main naajayaz kyon!

Wafaa karte karte haar gaya
Fir bhi wafaa pe ilzaam laga gaye
Sab kuch nisaar kar diya
Fir bhi mujhe sar-e-aam neelaam kar gaye

Ab ye zillat, ab ye naajaayaz hona
Zabt nahi hota mere dil ko
Ye unka aana, zaliil karna, aur jaana
Ab manzoor nahi meri mehfil ko!!!!!

Messiah-e-Qaatil

Masihaa ko dard bayaan kya karoon

Qaatil ko dard bayaan kya karoon

ek hi rukh mein hain do shaksiyat

kahin khushfehmi hai.....

kahin hai wehmiyat.....

ek ishq bekhauff tha

aaj hai zamaana-e-zulmat

uski neeyat-e-shouk ko bayaan kya karoon

Qaatil ko dard bayaan kya karoon

Wo mujhse pooche kyun ‘wafaa’ hai

wo mujhse karte rehti jafaa hai

“tu ishq ka paikar hai

teri rooh ishq ki pairahan hai

tu sukoon har taraf hai

teri saansen meri dhadkan hai”

jazb-e-wafa ko harfon mein bayaan kya karoon

Masihaa ko dard bayaan kya karoon

par tera yun rukh modna

mujhe apne haal pe chhodna

mujhse teri khushboo bhi hawaa chheen le gaya

jo tera hai wo mujhse tujhe chheen le gaya

Hm bhi ek sukhanwar hain

tere gham mein munavvar hain

tere tasavvur se rawaan rehte hain

tum aaogi ye dil hi dil mein kehte hain

karen aisa kya ki dil ko sukoon naseeb ho

karen aisa kya ki tu mere kareeb ho

ab is duniya ki khaanakharaabi mein

meri behisaab  ijtiraabi mein

ye tera sang hai…..

ye hai tera aastaan…..

Ae masihaa..mere Qaatil

Kya karoon tujhe bayaan

Mumkin .....!!!!!

ik ye meri duniya

ik ye tera zamaana

wo arsh pe tera makaam

aur zamiin pe mera thikaana

ek madmast toofan ke jhonke mein

main gubaar ban ke pahuncha tha arsh pe

ab wo jhonka tham gaya

to fir se aa gira hoon apne farsh pe

us aafreen ko apne sarzameen pe

tinke tinke mein talaash raha hoon

wo kahin nazar aati nahi hai

isiliye aankhon se lahoo bahaa raha hoon

fikr-e-duniya mein sar khapaata hoon

teri khoj mein main khud se laapata hoon

aksar us falak ko aah bharta hoon

ae aafreen main har pal ye fariyaad karta hoon

wo arsh pe tera makaam

aur zamiin pe mera thikaana

koi to aisi jagah hogi

jahaan mumkin hoga mil paana

Tere mere raaste.......

Raat ki siyaahi mein

Khwaab ki parchaayi mein

aankhon ko main moond moond

boondon ko main chun chun

kho raha hoon dhoond dhoond

tere mere raaste.....

reh gaya hoon main kahaan ye

jaanoon na ye raaste

jo bhi raah pe chala tha

wo tha tere waaste

gaaye mere lab ,wohi tere dhun

palkon pe ho rahi hai roonjhun

boondon ko main chun chun

kho raha hoon dhoond dhoond

tere mere raaste.....

chaand ki roshni par

meri teri har khushi par

adhure khwaabon ke kafiloon se

chaahaton ke silsilon se

lamhon ko main goond goond

boondon ko main chun chun

kho raha hoon dhoond dhoond

tere mere raaste.....

I don't know.....

let the deeds be untold

let my heart be cold

My emotions surpassed boundaries

So let my love be sold

By the hand of my beloved

In the hands of this world

Where my love stands so desolate

And her feelings so curbed

It shattered infront of my eyes

People conspired with their lies

They stamped it,they cursed it

I was the only one who alone nursed it

Now it stands bruised and swollen

Blood oozing out rubbing my linen

Where do i take it 

Where do i go

I wish to come over 

But i dont know.....

Antardwand

wo  karen ishk ki raah pe to belihaazi bhi laazim hai

main karoon to duniya ki bearbi sharmsaar hoti hai

main ishk karoon ya rashk karoon .....

main ishk karoon ya rashk karoon
khud se kab tak ye kashmakash karoon

mere zahen meri soch tak
uski galiyon ki mod tak
apne raqeeb ki neki par
apne aankhon-dekhi par
main ishk karoon ya rashk karoon
khud se kab tak ye kashmakash karoon

maana ki tu mera nahi
par mera hi to rehta hai
maana ki vo tera nahi
par tera hi to rehta hai
is zammane ki asliyat par
apne mohabbat ki roohaniyat par
main ishk karoon ya rashk karoon
khud se kab tak ye kashmakash karoon

apne maaiine main samajh nahi paata
tere maaiine mujhe raas nahi aate
kyon baatoon main tujhe
jab tu mujhse juda nahi hai
meri bechain tanha raaton pe
tere palkon ki ridaa nahi hai
yahaan kabhi na khatam hone waali ek raat hai
yahaan meri mohabbat hai,mere haalaat hai
aise mein:
main ishk karoon ya rashk karoon
khud se kab tak ye kashmakash karoon

khud ko kho duunga…..

apne hi daleelon ki kya pairavi karoon
mere jazbaat lafzon mein uljhe hue hain
na jeet hi paaoon, na haar hi jaaoon
ulfat ki aag mein armaan sulge hue hain
na jalne mein aah hai
na bujhne ki chaah hai
ek bemukammal manzil hai
ek ajeeb si raah hai


meri bebasi ka imtehaan hai
mera gham soz-e-nihaan hai
kya bayaan karoon
kya  ikraar karoon
is sab khayaalon ko pare kar ke
chaahta hoon main bhi ki bas pyaar karoon

kitni dafhaa sharmsaari ki ridaa ko odhuunga
kitni dafhaa main khud ko kho duunga
khud ko kho duunga…..
khud ko kho duunga…..

Bahut mushkil hai jee paana!!!!!

lipte se .....
simte se.....
bistar ki silvaton pe
mohabbat ki lihaaf liye
kurbat ki nigaah liye,

tu chhede kisi saaz ko
main sunoon teri awaaz ko
mera naam jisme goonje
mujhse tu meri wafaa  pooche,

thehre hue is lamhe mein
dekha maine sapne mein
tabhi tune meri neend ko toda
fir mujhe kahin ka na chhoda

waqt ki apni udaan mein
mere thehre lamhe bhi badh chale
maine toka.....
bahut roka.....
par tujhko apne sang le chale

abhi mohabbat ne saans li thi
abhi waqt ne unhe ruksad kar diya
abhi to uske honthon ko chhua tha
aur abhi hi zaahir haqeeqat kar diya

maine kahaa "tu mat jaa"
Tune kaha "main kaise rukoon"
Dekh main mar jaaonga
Dekh main mar rahi hoon
Sun tu jee nahi paayegi
main kahaan jee rahi hoon
Ek meri mohabbat.....
Ek tera zamaama.....

Bahut mushkil hai jee paana
ye tu jaane aur main jaanoon
ye tu maane par main kaise maanoon

O sajna.....

dhundhli pad gayi hai raahen
aansoo dho rahi nigaahen
Bojh ban rahi hai saansen
Hm chaahen bhi to kya chaahen
O sajna.....
O sajna.....

Ghere se hain ye deewaaren
Band hai saari kiwaaden
Dil ye tujhko pukaare
Ab to aa ja..aa ja re
O sajna.....
O sajna.....

siyaahi si hai ye tanhaai
faile assmaan pe hai chhaai
Raat mein kho gayi meri parchhayi
Tum aao ki subah aayi
O sajna. .....
O sajna.....

chaahaton ki numaaish
Hasraten meri,teri khwaahish
Mil ke bhi mil na paaye
kab tak duniya se ghabraaye
O sajna.....
O sajna.....

The Ground Reality!!!!!

Everything withers away with the flowing time,
What stays is the Time's clock,
Ticking,never-ending,unstoppable.....
Breathing its seconds as if in a trance since years.....
Years that have passed by
Years that are yet to enrol into decades!

The green leaves, the young petals
Blossom,glow,shine with the bright sun
And one day it withers away with the soft wind!

No one wants to fall into fragments.....
But the figments of imagination are so narrowly treated;

Winds of change has ruled everyones' life.....
Some are cursed.....
Some are blessed.....
But in either of these there lies a worldly sarcasm!

I am the one of everyone who has faced the "Winds of Change";
These winds blow very softly
It hurts a lot when it feels the skin.
Yes , I am withering away with Time that hath proven harsh
As the lesson it has taught is hard to accept!


--Dated: 25th March 2007-Sunday

Naadan Parinda

khwaab mouun hai      

haqeeqat khud se sharminda hai                                                               

pinjra khula hua hai har or se                                                                                                             

par qaid hona chahata ye parinda hia 

                                                                                                                                                                                    

udne ke mizaaz mein hawa mein ye behek gaya                                               

chal chala jahaan uski udaan use le gaya                                                               

aaj jahaan pahuncha hai ye soch ke sharminda hai                           

qaid hona chahata fir se ye parinda hia     

                                                                                                                                                                             

usi pinjre ki deewaron mein                                                                       

jahaan se duniya use haseen nazar aati thi                                          

hawa guzarte guzarte uske kaanon mein kuch keh jaati thi

daali balkha balkha ke use apni or lalchaati thi     

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               

baarish ki halki boondein, mitti ki soundhi  khushboo                     

kaayanaat jaise jashn manaata tha aur ye tha unke roobaroo     

is aalam mein ulfat se bhare kuch parindon ne ki guftagoo           

lo ise bhi lagne laga ki ye kare aisa hubahoo                                        

ud chala kisi junoon mein kisi chaah  mein,

ye soch ke ki ye nikala hia ulfat ki raah mein,

kehta firta tha ki ye khuda ka rehnuma tha;

Par uski raah thi kaafir aur chahat  badgumaan tha….

besudh ho ke isne apni hosh gawaaiii

khuda khuda karte karte chhod di khudaaii,

Aaj anjaam ye hai ki bemakaam ho baitha hai ye;

Apne hi daleelon ke roobaroo naakaam ho  baitha hai  ye;

haqeeqat hai khud se sharminda

khwaab mouun hai

Aaeene mein dekhta hia ye "Tishnagi"

Poochte rehta hai : Tu kaun hai ....

                              Tu kaun hai….

Love i promise you to love you Forever.....

I wondered how virtuous one would be :
Who would move my heart with a mere glance
Who would adore me at every stance
Who would trust me as my eyes trust the light
Who would love me even though at times we fight

U hold me so lovingly
As u wud leave me never
With our bond so strong
Nothing can make me thither

Ur gentle locks lure me
As they fly in the air
ur fragnance spells magic on me
As u come near

The spark of your eyes
Makes my thoughts twinkle the whole night
When both of us are together
Everything seems so right

You seem to me like the divine light
And i want to bask in it whole life
Burn me ..... Enlighten me .....
The way you want .. mould me!

Love is the promise that i will break never
Love i promise you to love you Forever.....
Love i promise you to love you Forever.....